Learning to draw digitally- Procreate/IPencil

I have always been reluctant to draw digitally, i do not like how clean it is. I like my drawings to be messy.

With procreate though i can achieve the same organised mess. This is becuase of the many pencils and painr brushes you can use.

I am also learning to use layers...it make things simpler...still feels like cheating though!

I am still no comfortable rawing from scratch, something about the feel of the pencil on the screen... its too smooth! so please forgive the little trace at the start.